They've all moved on but I haven't. I knew two of the four friends we lost the most. They were the reason I made it through 4th, 5th, and 6th grade. I'm just glad one of the four doesn't absolutely hate me
ANYONE REMEMBER WHEN I POSTED 4 ANNOUNCEMENTS ABOUT HOW I LOST 4 FRIENDS? WELL THINGS HAVEN'T EXACTLY GOTTEN BETTER. ONE OF THE FRIENDS WE MADE TO HELP HEAL THE WOUNDS TURNED OUT TO BE AN ASSHOLE. MY FRIEND FEELS LIKE THEY CAN'T MAKE ANY FRIENDS BECAUSE HE HAS HAD 4 FRIENDSHIPS(NOT INCLUDING THESE 4) GO TERRIBLE. WE ALMOST CUT TIES WITH ANOTHER FRIENDS BECAUSE HE WAS BEING A JERK. EACH DAY I WAKE UP HOPING THINGS WILL GET BETTER BUT THEY DON'T. I'VE BEEN HIDING HOW I FEEL FROM EVERYONE, EVEN MY BEST FRIEND. LAST TIME I TRIED SAYING SOMETHING CLOSE TO HOW I FEEL, ALL I GOT WAS TWO FRIENDS SAYING I SHOULD DEAL WITH MY OWN PROBLEMS. I DON'T WANT TO LOSE ANYMORE FRIENDS BECAUSE I'VE ALREADY LOST TOO MANY. MY LIFE IS GOING DOWN HILL FAST. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. DEPRESSED