Quick Story:
I always knew i was transgender. whether i realized it or not, i always felt..different. I never fit in with the girls and i never wanted to wear dresses or play with the girl toys. I literally told people i was meant to be a boy, and that i was accidentally made a girl.
This lead to a lot of confusion, an empty void within me, never wanting to look in the mirror because i knew what i would see was just..a girl. I also never liked being associated with girl terms (ie. princess, cowgirl, etc.) because i always hated when people called me those. But with male-associated terms? i loved when people used them (and still do!)
I always wore baggy hoodies and baggy clothing to hide my chest, put my long ass hair in a beanie or tucked it into my hood because it always made me look feminine and i. hated it. I always envied the boys in my school but i didn't even know why. luckily, now, i've figured it out and im going to come out to my mother tonight.
Hopefully i'll get my hair cut short lmfao. But, to all of you, i would prefer if you used He/Him when it came to referring to me. Also, new chosen name is gonna be Joshua!!! :]
i hope you all accept me, and even if you dont...i don't really care lmfao-
