It’s was my older sisters 21st and my Dads 50th birthday party at my grandparents house today. I felt more shitty and depressed then usual (probably because I knew 30+ people were coming and knew the day would be socially draining).
When it was cake time (lighting the cake, singing, taking photos, etc) I went inside and watched from the couch and when they were taking photos I said I didn’t want to be in the family photo.
Most of my relatives who were just started shitting on me, some didn’t shit on me tho so that was nice.
The reason why I didn’t want the family photo was for a few reasons,
1 - I felt like absolute shit and didn’t want to take a photo
2 - I didn’t want to take a photo with a shitty family who yell at me, threaten me and are just shit family in general
3 - I knew even if I was in the photo my family would find ways to shit on and insult me
am I in the wrong here?
