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I'm back, honey - and I'm sorry I was gone for so long - me and my parents had quite the disagreement over smartphone usage and how to use the Internet, and I lost my phone for a while as a result. Plus, my parents are a little concerned about you, as they went on your FB profile and saw your "edgy" posts on there, which scared them. They got worried and scared, and they went into full defense mode. I'm really sorry about causing all this inconvenience (and quite some potent psycho-emotional pain) to you - please forgive me.

Ik sweetheart

It'll be OK

I miss him terribly T^T

He'll come back soon I know he will

I hope so 😥 he knows how much he means to me and I know how much I mean to him. I really miss him and I hope he comes back soon. I'm really worried, and I wonder why he's been gone for so long. The only thing I can think of is parent issues, because they're very cautious and strict.

It's either that, or he's busy and don't have time to be on anymore. He usually always messages me in the mornings when I wake up, that last I heard from him was 7 nights ago. At first I thought to myself he just went to bed without telling me like he usually does, but he always tells me when something happens, except that one time, so it kinda worries me if something happened

Well maybe Christmas and family but I'm sure he'll come back

I hope that's the case, because I promised him that once I finish my last 8 work days and get my $1000 bonus, I'd quit my job, come out to my dad as bisexual, and if he supports it (which I hope he does) I could ask him to drive me to Simo's house once I pack the things I want to bring and live with him once I get his parent's okay, then I'd be the happiest guy in the world to live with my true love for the rest of my life till the day we die, it'd be a dream come true.

He even said he'd give me the living space of a true king, comfy, cozy, and safe and sound (I've iconically been called "king" for months, and afterwards the nickname stuck and I've been called "Retro the floof king" ever since - Simo lives in a large villa, which to me is like a mansion in my POV, I'd feel more safe and happy with him than with anyone else, to be perfectly honest with you.)

I am sure he is ok i may not have his number but I'll do my best to contact him ok you will be ok trust me

T^T okay..

I just emailed him on his public email

Ok