I nearly killed two people before, once with a pencil and another with scissors. The first time they were lucky to even be alive, they were sent to the ER due to my anger issues and shit, but they survived.
That was old me, then I changed for a few years, and I'm back to my old self a few months ago where I nearly stabbed someone to death with a pair of scissors.
I'm a sadist as well, so I find it .. pleasuring. Psychopaths tend to be charming and friendly but in the same time, law breakers who feel no remorse or guilt for anything, like myself and I tend to lie a lot about things. The only person I never lie to is Simo, my fiancee. I have a soft spot for him and I'd never hurt him, and he knows that. Plus if he didn't walk into my life like he did I'd be in jail by now