Bro
Either leave or don't
You always do this, and you always come back.
Msmg doesn't want you to leave and you obviously don't.
I couldn't care less, tbh.
But you need to make a decision and stick with it. Ik this sounds mean and shit, but I'm saying this because you do this a lot. And it's literally just sad.
So make up your mind, either be free or live under the constant stress of trying to gain everyone's attention. Because they will eventually stop caring.
It's your choice.