I don't think I'm polyamorous anymore; I've been thinking quite a lot on things lately in the past few days since my beloved boyfriend and fiancée @RetroTheFloof came back online - I was legitimately blown away when he came back, not only alive and well, but still tenderly loving and caring about me so affectionately, still wanting to be my fiancée and eventual husband all this time; the only thing preventing him from being there being a bad Internet connection. Retro has done more good for me than my entire local Roman-Catholic congregation has done in the past year, which says quite a lot considering Retro is openly atheist. He literally gave himself up to me so that I may be happy and healthy, peaceful and prosperous, free from malice and the wrath of hatred - that's Christ-like behavior, if you ask me! Christ gave Himself up for Humanity so that we may be worthy of eternal life with God in Heaven - the least I can do to honor that holy passion of Christ is to give myself up to Retro in turn as he has for me; not just a part, but all of it! As much as I love and care about Kendle and FroZee, I can't serve God and mammon in clear conscience as a Catholic like that! I made a clear and profound commitment with Retro to be engaged boyfriends and one day get married; I shall honor it and see it through to the maximum extent that I can!
