I do post other memes (quite a variety of them), but any of my memes that are to go on the Furries-stream to be viewed by other Furries on here have to be directly furry-related in order to be featured here. And all that keeps coming to mind for me that's furry-related and also original enough to be worthy of views on here is Sergals somehow - mainly due to people poking fun at them for merp-related reasons.
Plus, I keep getting constantly distracted by utterly dehabilitating psycho-emotional problems very rapidly-deteriorating anything left of my mental-health to the point of me playing see-saw with the entity called "Insanity" and familial household obligations because 3/4 of the time my younger sister won't do anything helpful despite being 11-years-old AND quite very capable AND having a clinically-tested higher IQ than anyone else in my household (and mine is between 130-140 for crying out loud; at least I show that I have it and use it wisely), in addition to having to wake up each day in existential dread due to facing boredom for a decent part of each day because my family DOES NOT provide enough mental stimulation for me to distract myself from Nihilist depression derived from said boredom (they're way too busy trying to get my sister's head out of her bed or smartphone if not her rear-end TO HELP ME with any of this stuff, let alone hear me for more than 5 seconds, and I actually do stuff to help out in life each day), and so much more tomfoolery tidbits from hell-on-earth going on each day that if I keep pulling rabbits out of a hat, you'd all literally give me a lethal injection of gasoline after about ten minutes of me ranting, not so much to put me out of my misery (however much in very great pain I am in, so please help me) but more so because you want me to SHUT THE HELL UP because you'd be both depressed by what I say and because I won't be able to stop (all tasks started must also be finished). The fact that I am still sane and able to verbalize what I am going through somehow is beyond any form of science according to me.
The few tethers to sanity and hope that I can actually get better from this that I have are my faith in God via religion, my fascination in science and technology, the Furry-Fandom, and the goodwill that my friends, family, and lovers have toward me (whether it being out of genuine love and care, or because they know that death is bad for their books, I don't really know).
Sorry about the rant.
