i love you more

Aha-

Love? I do not need to feel that emotion-

How about "I have a very deeply fond regard for you and value you as both a friend and a proverbial Internet-based big-sibling very greatly. I care about you very greatly and I wish the absolute best for you and all your endeavours"? Is that an acceptable alternative?

Im asking if that's okay because that's how I genuinely feel about you, Shadow - you're both a very close friend and the proverbial Internet-based big-sibling I've always wanted :>

wow

What? That's how I truly feel about Shadow! He's both a very good friend to me and a proverbial Internet-based big-sibling that I always wanted, and they mean a very great lot to me - only my boyfriend FroZee Ases is more close to me, but that's only because FroZee is my boyfriend!

Plus I have reason to believe Shadow's either very indifferent or outright hostile with the topic of being loved (especially by a cis-male like myself), and I really don't want to make them uncomfortable by saying "I love you" or anything like that, considering that they've been through a lot of psycho-emotional trauma in their time and I don't want to add on to it in any way (you know, since they're a really good friend and proverbial Internet-based big-sibling and all that) ._.

that wa beautiful

Thank you :>

I was being dead-serious with what I said; Shadow means that much to me, be it a very close friend or an Internet-based big-sibling that I never knew I wanted and needed, and I love them like a family-member personally at this point - I mean what I say with ~100% accuracy, they're like family to me!

Also, I wonder if Shadow read any of this. I wonder what they think about all that I said about how much they mean to me 🤔

who is shadow?

Oh, that's the name of @Captain_Spaceboy (one of them, they have several)

OH

Yeah, it gets a little confusing for some people who aren't used to referring someone with multiple names (myself included), so I just generally stick with the most-commonly-used one and refer to themselves by that name to eradicate the confusion :>

i am going to follow you

It's....acceptable

:D

Also I finally finished Wolfenstein 3D

:DDD (I have no idea what that particular video-game's all about, but I am very happy for you nonetheless)

Aha- (It's a pretty old one)

Never

ACCEPT IT

Nooo never

WHY

Cuz I don't know how to accept love

oh

This is acceptable.

yes

yea, definitely acceptable

yes

ah, ok

you are to :)

imma bi male, most person's dont see bi men, only gay men

i am bi and a male

im 14

i am 13

ah :D

what?

idk