I'M NOT GOING TO BE VERY ACTIVE BECAUSE OF SOME SERIOUS STUFF MY FRIEND IS GOING THROUGH. I NEVER THOUGH WE'D HAVE TO DO THIS BUT WE ARE ACTUALLY TRYING TO KEEP HIM ALIVE. WE ALMOST LOST BUT WITH A STROKE OF LUCK ON OF MY FRIENDS WAS ABLE TO GET THROUGH TO HIM. HE'S DOING FINE RIGHT NOW BUT ANOTHER ISSUE POPPED UP. BASICALLY 3 OF OUR FRIENDS WITH THIS PERSON AND THIS PERSON SAID A RACIAL SLUR TO MY BLACK FRIEND(SAME ONE THAT ALMOST KILLED THEMSELF) AND ITS CAUSED A PROBLEM. THE FRIEND THAT GOT THROUGH TO MY SUICIDAL FRIEND DECIDED WE SHOULD STOP BEING FRIENDS WITH THE 3 FRIENDS THAT WERE FRIENDS WITH THE PERSON THAT SAID THE SLUR. NOW I'M FIGHTING A LOSING BATTLE TRYING TO KEEP THOSE 3 IN THE FRIENDS GROUP WHILE TACKLING AN EXTREMELY STRESSFUL SCHOOL YEAR, WHILE BEING EXTREMELY WORRIED ABOUT MY SUICIDAL FRIEND.
LONG STORY SHORT MY LIFE IS BECOMING A NIGHTMARE AND I LITTERALY CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. WISH ME LUCK BECAUSE I'M ACTUALLY STRUGGLING TO MAKE IT TO DECEMBER. WORRIED, STRESSED, AND OVERWORKED
