UPDATE; AFTERNOON MSMG, HERE'S AN UPDATE ON HOW I AM. SO YEAH, I'M STILL ALIVE, GLAD YOU ASKED. I'M CURRENTLY AT THE HOSPITAL. NOTHING MAJOR, REALLY, EXCEPT I PUNCHED A WALL AND BROKE SEVEN BONES IN MY HAND IN A FIT OF VENTING FRUSTRATION AT ALL THE SHIT HAPPENING TO ME. I'M TYPING WITH BOTH HANDS STILL, AS THE NURSE HAS REPAIRED THE BROKEN PART. (IT WAS ONLY 1 FINGER AND A COUPLE OF BONES ELSEWHERE). MY LIFE IS STILL GOING SHIT. I'M F**KED OFF WITH MY THERAPIST, MY SISTER, EVERYTHING. I'M NOT SUICIDAL, BUT IT SURE DAMN FEELS LIKE NO ONE CARES. AND I GET IT IF YOU SAY YOU UNDERSTAND, ESPECIALLY IF YOU'VE BEEN THROUGH THE CRAP I'VE BEEN THROUGH. BUT WHEN THE RAPIST IS DUE TO BE RELEASED WHEN WE'RE BOTH IN OUR 30S, YOU CAN'T HELP BUT WORRY ABOUT THE FUTURE. I'M SLOWLY REALISING THAT, THOUGH NONE OF YOU ARE SIMPS, THIS COMMUNITY OF SLIGHTLY TOXIC ASSHOLES (HALF JOKING) ACTUALLY HELPS ME TO VENT ANGER AND ALSO MAKES ME LAUGH. SO I'M GONNA COME OFF HIATUS FOR A BIT. I KNOW ITS ONLY BEEN A DAY OR TWO, BUT I JUST COULDN'T SURVIVE WITHOUT MSMG. I MAY BE IN PIECES, BUT I'M HERE AGAIN. HELLO.
