i feel useless.

*grabs you and hugs you tightly* I hate having to know that she's going through this, and that it's hurting you as well as her.
I'm praying for her, her safety and wellness. I hope that she'll be able to beat the pain.

whos in pain?

*hugs you very tightly*

I really hate seeing you feel so depressed and anguished because of this; I want to help the situation, but I'm not a licensed doctor in any field or sense.

Is there anything I can do to help you feel even slightly better psycho-emotionally? All I want to do is help :<

I hate seeing people suffer - it really hurts to watch people be in pain (or even to know they are suffering), it just breaks my heart and batters my soul relentlessly without end :,<

Is there anything that I can do to help, ZiZi? I just wanna help :,<

I dunno what to say about this, cause I don't want to worsen it for you but. Things like those, they're not in our control. It's not our own fault. You don't have to blame yourself or beat yourself up about this because you didn't make it happen. And sometimes, with these problems, comes the downside of one not being able to directly help them. It hurts, but in those cases the most we can do is be by their side, take care of them best you can, pray for their wellness, and let them know you absolutely love them no matter what. Please, for what you can do, let her know you love and care for her with your heart.

I hope this was able to help a bit. If not, I apologize.

who's she

my mother..

oof