Here's some of my fears

I DON'T DO WELL WITH HEIGHTS. I HAVE REALLY BAD ARACNOPHOBIA. CLOWNS CREEP ME OUT. I'VE ALREADY LOST LOVED ONES BEFORE, BUT I'M TAKING THIS FURTHER, IF I LOST ONE OF MY FRIENDS I'D NEVER BE THE SAME. I DON'T WANT TO BE ABANDONED, I'D BE COMPLETELY ALONE. IF I DIE ALONE THAT MEANS I HAVE NO ONE THAT LOVES ME. I'D RATHER KEEP MY SECRETS