Yes. My therapist has trained me to say "I'm safe". I'm actually feeling pretty good atm, but this has certainly been me. Your concern means a lot, seriously, and not out of a desire for attention. What I'm always hoping to find is empathy.
The less I hurt, the more attuned I become to other people's pain, and there's so much of it. Sharing that burden helps lighten the load.
This meme is actually wildly inappropriate because whatever humor there is to be mined from despair is far out weighted by the tragedy of genuine, excruciating suffering. I mean, it's important for me to clarify that I'm not depicting myself here, and that I'm desperately sorry to anyone who can identify with this. Dark humor stream or not, this kind of thing is too fxcked up to make light of.
Regardless of how serious you were, thanks again for your words of concern. I'm better able to appreciate them now than the times when I'm too far gone for them to get through. 🙏