Hello Shadow, welcome back! I'm exceedingly glad that you're back online - I honestly really missed you while you were gone (I dunno, you've been a really good friend to me, and I care a very great lot about my family and friends to the maximum extant that I'm able - I don't know if you knew that already based on my online words and actions, but it doesn't hurt to remind you that I care about you as a friend). How have you been lately, other than that sexuality crisis that you've just mentioned in your post? I'm very overjoyed that you have your gender identity figured out; I get really worried about you and your well-being whenever you experience intense gender dysphoria because I am aware of the fact, and also know for certain based off my interactions with you and other transgender people I've known and come across, that it feels like hell-on-earth in many respects, even though I never actually personally experienced gender dysphoria for myself before (I dunno, I've never been actually down that particular road in my life before, nor have I really contemplated doing so now or in the future). I really hope that you are doing well today, and I would really like to talk to you on Discord or Imgflip to catch up if you are able to do so. Would you like to?