Not sure. I'd sure like to be remembered by history in some way, even if it's remembered as some guy who blew up a bunch of hospitals (FBI I swear this isn't a threat)
Question: if you could stop time right now and re-live your favorite memories in life until the end of time, would you? You'd never be able to experience anything new, the future would cease to exist and no new memories will ever be created, but nothing could ever hurt you again, no bad memories, only the good memories you have now. On loop forever and ever. Or, would you choose to continue life as it is now, with an ever expanding future and a possibility to be hurt (both mentally and physically) at any moment?