I'm so sorry that this happened, man. I don't even know what to say!
I'm very terribly sorry that this happened to you and Sarah; I can only imagine the brutal amount of pain and sadness that you're all going through.
Is there absolutely anything within my power that I can do to try to help ease this pain for you, Sarah, and Vexus? Just tell me and I'll try my absolute best to make it happen!
I just want to try and help you three feel at least somewhat better, considering the excruciating mental and psycho-emotional pain that you're experiencing. I've suffered a lot in terms of psycho-emotional pain and calamity in my life, but I've never in my life experienced anything like this, both in terms of situation and intensity-of-pain!
Please, let me know if you three need anything - I'll try my absolute damn best to make it happen.