I HATE BEING DEMIROMANTIC. ALL IT DOES IS MAKE REJECTION EASIER AND HURT MORE. I SPENT A YEAR FIGHTING SO HARD WITH MYSELF TO LOVE ONE OF MY FRIENDS TO FIND, AT THE END, HE GOT AN ONLINE BOYFRIEND. I JUST WANT TO FIND SOMEONE WHO LOVES ME, WHO WILL HOLD ME, CUDDLE ME, AND LET ME CRY ON THEM, BUT I'VE ONLY HAD 3 CRUSHES OVER 15 YEARS.