..I did it anyways.

Toof…… I-I-I want to help-… I-I-I really do…. B-b-but what c-c-can I do to h-h-help you?……. Please tell me…..

I'm..
not sure..

*hugs*

Your not alone toof..

Whatever I'm venting anyways.

Main life:
*Sighs* So, as you all know, I want to commit suicide, and I have attempted but never succeeded. I've only been getting worse, emotionally mainly and I'm going under more stress than I'd like to and more stress than I should be going through in my life. Yeah, it's chaotic as shit, but I'm stressing out to much, getting upset right after being pissed, calming down slowly while being in the middle of being pissed, so it's a mood swing

Medical:
I have been taking pills for my memory, and I have been diagnosed with Depression since I have various signs, and that also means I have Anxiety as well. I have Social Anxiety(like Cherry) and maybe a few others I am unsure of. Other than that I'm fine, no damage really done besides the fact I'm going downhill with it because I'm getting more stressed.

Eating:
I'm eating less, If I'm gonna be honest. I wake up, don't eat until I'm that desperate for food. I've realized I'm starving myself, which is why I'm so thin and everytime I get a few pounds, they disappear within a week because of it. I've also been drinking more water(which is good) but I've also been drinking a lot of coke lately, making this worse. I maybe developing a eating disorder, but I'm not sure.
Other(aimed at you guys):
I do love you all, but I'm really struggling. The art is helping, but not much as it used to. I've also found myself more offline than I should because my sleeping is getting worse(Staying up to late or sleeping in to much), and it's slowly driving me nuts. I don't know what else there is to say.

Other(Cherry)
He's.. ..it's starting to not work anymore for me. For you, yes, but for me, it's starting not to. I mean, it does calm me down, but I get to aggressive at this point or to upset to the point I nearly lash out and have a mental breakdown, even if he's with me, and them. I.. ..it's not that I don't.. it's just.. not working as well as I hoped to now, especially when I need him the most. I hate timezones, they're annoying as shit, but that's the closet we get to talking to one another. Your roleplays are fun, but.. they're starting to not work anymore. I'm sorry. it's just not really working..

..I'm not deleting.
I'm sorry.

Crossbones' I'm so sorry.. I didn't mean to do what I did.. I- .. it doesn't matter your gone now because of my stupid mistake and you've probably left out discord to.. that was my fault for getting aggravated at some jerks..
The life I call hell is getting worse.

..I want to die.

….. *hugs*

did you even read the full thing

Yeah I did….

And please don’t commit suicide…..

I've tried and failed
what makes you think I can even do it
my family(from both sides) has a history of Suicide

….

but what makes you think that I can do it now

*hugging* …

..

I'm so sorry to hear that Toof... Umm... Have you tried going to a therapist? I feel like that's a stupid question but I'm still gonna ask it

I haven't found one

What are you getting stressed about? But if you don't want to talk about it I'll completely understand.

*hug* your not alone on this...

...... *processing the info slowly* ..

..

..k-kitty...I'm so sorry this just fell upon you..

it's not your fault.
it's mine and my fathers.

It's something that can somewhat be fixed, but not completely..

your life has been ruined and there's nothing we can do about it..

I'm gonna watch Gray until I start to feel better..

Mm..okay, you do you, kitty

or you know, do a Hyperbeam and try something..

you want to..?

I've given the link..

*head pats*