Happi, but scared last night; Last night my step cousin puked and it unsettled my nerves. I have a very negative reaction to vomit so I excused myself outside and stayed out there until we went to the pool. On the way traumatic memories flooded back to me, and it felt like street conversations all had the topic of the hospital. I walked faster and when I got to the pool, I told myself to get it together. When I was gonna jump in, I was extremely nervous, but I yelled “FOR SFG” and jumped in. I guess I can overcome extreme anxiety with the help of my mainland friends.