(This is referring to sewer-slide)

Please don't. Ending your life will make you nothing but a number on a piece of paper that lists suicide rates. If you live your life, you will find you can make a much bigger difference. Even if you don't do much, it's better than being a statistic.
And the whole point of living is to be happy. If you can't find happiness, don't give up. Keep looking. It's there, somewhere, but you will find it. It can be hard, but you will find it.

The good vibes are coming your way you can't run they have already found you

I actually would use a belt, I don't have any rope

i wouldn't recommend using a belt.

Why?

its cringe and kinda beta male like

It's literally all I have, my parents let me have belts but not rope bc of past mental issues

Hah no dont and if you do go out with a bang

My parents are against owning guns

well then get a theripiss

I tried that already, my first one was like "yea ur not gay." so I just haven't tried again at all

Not all therapists are good. If you keep looking you will find a better one. My first one was meh but my second one was way better.
There is NOTHING wrong with changing therapists.