Running Away Balloon

If you're genderless why do you have dysphoria about something that isn't there?

It’s like I look too much like my AGAB and I want to look androgynous

Looking androgynous is different to crying in the shower about your genitalia and your body.

Get over yourself. It's far harder for me than it is for you.

Do you really want to get into that? I'm constantly shoved around, with people shoving gender on me that I don't even want. Nowadays, everything is getting more and more confusing, and I don't even know what I am anymore. At least you know who you are and have the courage to take that stand. I respect that you know who you are and you're willing to stand up for that, but my journey isn't the same as yours. I just want to figure out where I stand and it's so hard.

I'm sorry that you get genders forced on you and I'm sorry that I assumed that it wasn't as painful for you. I guess it's hard in a different way. I hope you figure out your identity some day.