I have been through stuff like this before, many years ago I lost my great-grandma and it was hard on me, like a month or more later I was crying my eyes out, I know how it feels to loose a loved one
Sad, depressed; I know this is brand new to you guys but I have hid this for a while, My grandpa had recently died and I'm still recovering from it, I just did a phone call with my dying grandma and she was speaking really weakly. I desperately need your guys positivity because I'm really sad right now