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I don't want anyone to go as far as me, and right now, you're nearly down to my level of "depressional suicidal thoughts". At this point, you can't really turn back, I should've done this and came on longer ago, so you would've never gone this far to reach my level. Although mine is worse, having seeing nightmare images in my mind where I kill everyone I love, seeing loved ones dead or having nightmares in general(sleeping). Please, don't go down this path any further.. I don't want you to be more hurt.. please..