Quite frankly, I don't know, but I want to help any way I can. I'm sure some stranger on the internet won't make a huge difference in the choice of taking one's own life, but I hope it does. I too am struggling with depression and the feeling that I'm not as good as people think I am, and I hope that someone would simply say they cared in this same way. Your question isn't insensitive or mean, it needed to be said. This might not have to do with furries, but it has to do with one furry. And I mean, that qualifies, right?