Explanation in comments..

So, it's a threesome now with Me, Bun and M, which not only does it support Bun, it somewhat supports me as well because Bun is my 2nd to go to person, while Cherry is typically my first. This isn't relevant but just saying.

I've been focusing on Bun more than anything else because I'm trying to keep her happy, but then Crossbones has separation issues so he needs someone or me to be online so he doesn't feel alone.. and I'm leaving nothing really for M.. It's like it never happened at all, it's like we're just bff's again..

I stated to Bun that it could be a threesome, and she thought about it, I then told M and she agreed/let Bun join, but I DIDN'T think of this massive issue that would come with it, so by mentioning that, I HURT MYSELF because now I'm more stressed than I should be and it's making me start to loose my focus more and more, and it's keeping me less-motivated to do anything.

Bun, don't hurt yourself because of this, it's my own fault for mentioning it and I don't even know why I said it, it was random and stupid.. But you needed the help.. and instead of it healing me, it hurt me more than it should've. I'm focusing on you more...

G.. we.. I don't want to go over this, but as much as I know you want to come back to being w/ me again, it just won't work out.. no matter what.. I'm sorry.. I tried to help you as much as I could from when we were dating/a thing, but you kinda just stopped and although you don't want to be separated from me.. you kinda have to be now.. it's just to much stress on me now and I don't know how to handle any of it properly now..

M.. I'm sorry.. I barely have any time for you at all anymore, I'm too busy or just forgetting about checking in on you and everything, I don't know if you're ok or not because I always forget to ask... I play to much games, watch to much videos and make to many edits and I could've used that time for talking and spending time with you.. I'm sorry.. Life for me is getting worse and worse and it feels like I'm loosing connection with you and everything we had is just.. fading and dying slowly.. you're loosing interest in things we used to love, and that's ok..! You're moving on to different things, and I can't yet.. it's hard for me to move onto different things...

I love you all, I just can't keep up and deal with this for I don't know how longer... I'm sorry..

And as usual its my fault

I wouldn't exactly call it your fault, it's just I can't keep up with 3 people without loosing my sanity faster
I'm sorry

Nah its cool
You could literally just rejected me you know for a fact im chill about that stuff

Yes, but the "last time" it kinda hurt, and I don't want to feel bad even though you're chill about it

It's fine, really..
I don't mind you taking time off me and being with M at all! You two deserve some alone time together!
As long as we can make it work, I'll be happy! I won't feel like you're ignoring me at all, just know that

but if it's a break you need, go for it
Time's are tough, I understand

I will and can help you when you need me too. Toof I am here for you! ^^

*hug* it’s ok. Take a mental health break, do what up you need to do.

BT!Ink: (Hugs you)