I’m not wrong tho

What makes you think death is an escape? What if what’s next is far worse?

We don’t know so might as well try

I did in 2012. DOA then ICU for 2 days.
I went to a hell realm. One of the most terrifying experiences of my life while I was dead and then for two days in ICU. I remember it vividly. I don’t ever want to go there and I took it as a sign that suicide was unacceptable to the Godhead and that if I wanted to continue that way, that’s where I would end up. I’ve never been so scared in my life