The other two as well...... *dramatic tears*

NO

im upset

PLEASE N0

And Frizz said it's
creepy 🥺 and he didn't want it 🥺 and he asked me to delete it 🥺

ima beat his ass

please protect me mommy

i will, with my life <3

I'm gonna cry again
I hate being emotional
But thank you
Same to you dearest ;-; thankyousomuch for breathing

no-
I HATE WHEN YOU GET ANY-OTHER EMOTION BUT HAPPINESS-
THANK YOU FOR EXISTING <33333

I just .-. don't wanna be hurt, yk?

You >>>>>>>>

EXACTLY

YOU>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

EVERYTIME I GET HAPPY I GET SAD
It's like a side-effect you know .-.? I don't know why

NO I DO KNOW WHY
Because I don't deserve s h i t , Cinna
And I don't deserve you
or my computer
or my family
or the internet
or anything at all
I especially don't deserve you

BUT THAT SOUNDS TOO DEPRESSING
SO I JUST CRY

same
whenever i get happy i get afraid everything’s gonna go wrong, like when i get that feeling of pure happiness it’s to let the pain feel less bad when it happens, the happier i am the worse it’s gonna be

YOU DO YOU DESVERSE THE WORLD AND MORE
I]YOU DESERVE MORE THSN M,E A FAMILY THE MOON GOLD MONEY A MAN A GORL A BOY SNYTHING

YOU DONT EVEN DESERVE FRISZY, ME, VENUS, SAUCE THE STREAM

EVEN IF IT IS
YOURE BETTER

I know I say it a lot but .-.

I love you.

Thank you so much. I was having such a shitty day today. I was s o close to just .-. trying out seLf hArM again. I've been clean for a good 5 months now, bruh. Thank you. I love you so f**king much.

I KNOW YOU SAY IT TOO MUCH

I DONT SAY IT ENOUGH MYSELF

I F**KIN A D O R E Y O U .

MF

my mum just told me that she doesn’t care if i failed my classes, she just told me this i swear-

she said if she fails that she’s not gonna whoop me or anything, she said not to feel like i failed her or myself or anyone else, she said this and i quote, “LOOK, IF YOU FAIL THE BITCH YA F**KIN FAILED, DONT FEEL LIKE YOU FAILED ME OR YA DADDY YOU TRIED YOUR BEST, THE SHIT WAS F**KIN HSRD I HAD A HARD TIME IN SCHOOL,,, YOULL JUST HAVE TO DO IT AGAIN NEXT YEAR.”

SO P L E A S E

DO N O T

idk why i’m saying that lol

it’s cause i saw your post about you getting stressed over school and please don’t hurt yourself over it or anything else :sob:

Chad f**king mom you have right there.
My mom says ._. similar things. But like. I still wanna t r y .

ON GODDDDDD-
IM TRYING,-

I PROMISE I'M NOT GONNA HURT MYSELF CINE
I promised myself that and I'm not gonna break it ._. cuz when you do it, it's f**king b a d , you know?

Like, the first thought is "well that wasn't so bad, I feel better now"
And then you just keep doing it.
I'm not gonna have that shit happen.

FR-

LIKE IF ITS NOT THAT BAD IT CAN NEVER ME WORSE- YK-

AND I'M TRYING TOO.

YOU CAN AND ILL BE RIGHT HERE

YES EXACTLY YOU UNDERSTAND, IT'S JUST THIS TERRIBLE INSECURE FEELING THAT FOLLOWS YOUR EVERY F**KING MOVE. I hate it. And I f**king hate crying.

No bruh,, your love is something a m a z i n g . And I cherish it. So stfu and let me love you too.

ITS LIKE,,, WHAT IF IM HAPPY SO WHEN THE HORRIBLE THING HAPPENS IT CAN GO OFF SLOW BRO, I TRY TO KEEP IT LOW, CAUSE THE UNIVERSE DOES ME DIRTY WHEN IT COMES TO INSECURITIES,,,,,

NO YOURS IS N**GA END OF CONVO

Thank you for being with me, bruh. Deadass.

P l e a s e stay.

THANK YOU FOR EVEN EXISTINGGGG

I WILL

YOU NEED TO BE HAPPY AND SAY EVERY CUSS WORD IN THE ENGLISH DICTONARY!

ITS FUNNY ASH

🥺

Si

so sad and pathetic

stfu

What Cinna said

stfu