You might be a triple A
Agender - feels no connection to/a lack of gender
Aromatic - feels no romantic attraction/dislikes romance
Asexual - feels no sexual attraction/dislikes the idea of acts of physical love
Remember, you may not be these things exactly, and there's nothing wrong with feeling that these are somewhat true about you but a little off. This is the far end of the spectrum of lgbtq+, and you might not be at the farthest end yourself, just very close
So this is what I present to you as what would make sense to me that you are from what you have described, but in the end, only you know yourself best