*Insert me ugly sobbing in a fetal position on the floor*

...
I feel like I wont be any help, But please.
Remember You arent alone. Yes I forget that myself, But I am also learning control over my own self.

Even if it means not being "perfect", doing what you love is the best way to Love yourself. If you feel like Nothing is working out. Try to Think out side the box.
If you feel unmotivated, Try to Do something you havent done or Have not done in a long time.
Privacy is important as it is. Try to talk to a parent, Or Just dont respond to anyone if it is not important. You need to relax yourself.
Dont let people judge you for who you are, it will make things even worse, Trust me, I've been there and My mentality was getting so bad at one point. Its not fun to feel like all the times and feel like what you do is not enough for them to be satisfied.
If they really love you, They will be satisfied, Not even satisfied, GLAD that you are who you are and love you for it.
having High expectations in school is alright, For yourself, If other think That you need a certain amount of marks or learning to be "perfect" do not listen to them, But try to keep focus on what you can do and cant do. Try to sort out things and practice things slowly until you can get a hang out it. Just remember, take things slowly when it comes to school.
If someone is not listening to you or you are feeling lonely (A lovely friend of mine told me this), and What you believe in and Love, even if its your own Mind sets imagination is always with you.

and remember, we all are here to listen to you and help you through tough times,Even if most of us cant do much for each other.
Your Bound with all of us is to strong, As they say, Online friends are more understanding.

We all will ALWAYS support you. <3

*Hugs you*

Silly, you are the one that needs a big hug X3
*Hugs you*

*Sniff* Thank you :'3

no need to say thank you, Its what us friends are here for ^^

1. Living in a family that is the "do everything w/o thinking if I'm truly okay" type.
2. The stress of school (high-expectations)
3. Endlessly trying to make others happy even though it's gonna take a toll on my sanity (this happens so much that it's not even funny anymore)
4. Feeling like I have zero control in my life.
5. No privacy from ANYONE (Every time I try to relax, in less than 5 minutes, someone's knocking on my bedroom door)
6. When I try to tell someone about anything, I'm interrupted by anything at all. (Doesn't help if I'm trying to get something off my chest)
7. Having to keep my sexuality (Bi) hidden from my family bc I'm scared of being judged.
8. Never thinking about my positive traits, and instead thinking I'm just some weirdo (bc of insecurity caused by bullying when I was a kid)
9. Feeling like I need to be perfect or I'm not gonna make it (even though that's impossible), and burning myself out trying to be such.

And that's just the start of the list.

^^

(Sigh) -w-

Wait
I spot a new bean-

?????

:o
Pastel: ?
Me IRL: when did you appear?
Pastel: ...

Bean-

Pastel: ..
Palette: *poofs from no-where, and picks him up* Who brought you here? ;w;
Pastel: .
Me IRL: since when did you and Goth have a kid-
Palette: uhh-

Beanu.

Pastel: ...
Palette: I'm taking him home, he isn't comfortable- *poofs with him*
Me IRL: ._.

Um.. okay? imgflip.com/i/6ce7cs

Willow (bebe): ..?

I sometimes feel those things too, but just know there are people like us that can make you feel like you fit in..you matter like everyone else in this realm and I know so 💖

*Hugs you*

you can tell your family you just need some space every once and awhile, and being perfect isn't what you should focus on entirely. Tell them about your problems, maybe they can relate to you just as well! You mean something Cherry, you're needed in this realm and the world as we know it. Everyone is in this realm, and I'll make sure of it ^^

*Sniff* Thank you..

*pat pat* :3

i-
Don't worry, if you ever need to reach out the chaos realm will be here for you!
I can relate to quite a few of these too, my family's removed my door lock, and my parents keep asking why I'm so anti-social, and it's because I was a common victim of bullying when I was younger, with other taking advantage of me

That's..
exactly how I feel, 90% of the time.

Me and you, we try to make others happy despite knowing we can't actually help ourselves, you created BT!Ink to keep me happy when I'm low, so I think I need to create someone for you, to keep you happy. Me and Bun can relate to those things very much, so we're free to talk to if we're online[I'm always online, but if I'm not, I'm either asleep, playing a game or went out]. I have been bullied in year 3, because of who I was, and I took it personally, but now, I just don't think of it anymore. I don't care what anyone says about me anymore because I don't want anything to affect me to spiral me down further in the path I'm going. Let's be honest. I'm the most f**ked up here besides X, and I have no shame in saying that.

Sure, we have 0 control, but if you keep the negative things in, you'll... end up like me.. ..and I don't want that... I don't want you to become as worse as me or X emotionally and psychologicaly, because that kinda hurts me to, I don't want anyone of you guys to get worse in any of those areas. And it's ok if you don't want to be seen, like even to this day, I'm curious, but I know your boundaries, so I'm not going to ask, because I don't want to make you uncomfortable. Your voice, on the other hand, I like it.

Privacy, matters. Perfection DOESN'T. it doesn't matter if your perfect or not, because hey, not everyone is perfect. No-one needs to be perfect to have one-another, and that's exactly why the Squad is here, Bun and Elys have already given you a few things to help yourself boost your esteem, and now I'm posting this long explanation as to say "Hey, slow down, some people care about you, and this is a place that you won't be judged, EVER." I created the Squad, for a reason. it's not a "weirdo squad", it's actually supposed to be a little Chaos Squad for the main people who post here in the Chaos Realm, and so if we need anything, we have other members of the Chaos Squad to talk to, not only because we're the main ones posting, but to get to know one another more, and share issues we may be having in our lives.

To make this entire thing short, Block out the negative, and let the Squad help you, let the good times in, I don't want to see you hurt anymore than you have.

(Hugs you)

:3
Also, Elys is right, I couldn't imagine a Chaos Realm or Chaos Squad without ya :3

*Sniff* Thank you :'3

:3

^^

We're always here for you Cherry :3

[Everyone rn:

Bad Sanses: -.-
Star Sanses (+Noot): PROTECC THE BEAN-
Everyone else: YES. PROTECC THE BEAN-]

Yes. PROTECC THE BEAN.

(Gets hugged by everyone) Wha-

That's what the chaos realm is for... Just to be ourselves! We won't judge you because we're just as weird! And you don't need to be perfect! Nobody is perfect and it's okay to make mistakes. Maybe you should try asking your family if you can get a little privacy in a while, and I have a friend IRL like you who gets all their problems stuck on their chest. It's okay to tell them that you're overwhelmed with everyone else's problems and need time to figure out your own. And you have control of your life. It may not seem like it, but you do. Everyone needs to take a break once in a while. Take a break, and treat yourself to something like a nice movie.

I could never imagine the Chaos Realm without you <3

*Sniff* Thank you..

You're so welcome! I wish I could do something other than just say stuff to try and get you to feel better about yourself though... Tell me if you need anything and I'll try to help!

Ok ^^