I don't want to guilt trip you, but..
Your acting to much like me, shutting everyone out, WE BOTH NEED HELP, but we refuse to get it, we're just stuck and thinking we're suffering in hell but we know that someone is out there that actually loves us. and I REFUSE TO LET YOU GET WORSE THAN YOU ALREADY ARE. I REFUSE. I'M NOT GETTING MYSELF HELP BECAUSE YOU GUYS ARE THE ONLY ONES WHO CAN EVEN UNDERSTAND ME AND NO-ONE ELSE. I CREATED THE CHAOS SQUAD FOR A SPECIFIC REASON, AND IT WASN'T TO JUST CREATE CHAOS. THE SQUAD WAS CREATED BECAUSE I NEEDED SPECIFIC PEOPLE TO TALK TO WHENEVER I FEEL DOWN, AND YOU ARE ONE OF THEM
DON'T LET THE DARK SHIT TAKE OVER YOUR BODY, SOMEONE OUT THERE F**KING LOVES YOU AND REFUSES TO GET WORSE, DON'T TALK SHIT ABOUT YOURSELF, YOU ARE IMPORTANT, AND I'M SAYING THIS OUT OF HEART/