atheist

if gods real
why hasn't he shown himself?

listen to "Oh Lord" by NF. then think about it

how-
child you should be asleep

*shrugs*
Ive got 5 reasons not to, so eh

i've got 1
mental health

Reasons not to sleep:
1. I'll just get another nightmare
2. Its hard to sleep (fricking voices cant LEAVE ME ALONE)
3. I have better things to do (rap time people)
4. I keep doing a challenge to see how long i can stay awake. (i got to 4 AM and woke up at 5 AM)

5. Theres no point of it

voices i understand
mm nightmares
don;t
drink
coffee
12 starbucks energy shots
make you feel like sh*t

Nah i run off of water, energy drinks and adrenaline and thats it XD

i have to go do something
i can smell the energy shot on me everywhere
literally my hands smell like it
my clothes
everything
WHICH MAKES NO SENSE BECAUSE IT NEVER TOUCHED THOSE MY HANDS OR CLOTHES

lol

no i mean literally im going to get the frebreeze
i feel like im about the throw up
and i'm trying to talk to someone
this doesn't mix

it really doesnt

dude
i don't want to throw up while talking to them

how did this go from sleeping to throwing up --

i switch topics fast
i just sprayed the frebreeze

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