Just keep your head up in the game no matter how hard it gets although I will never follow my own advice I am probably gonna be depressed for life but oh well right?
I applaud your honesty.
You're still young. You have a lot of life ahead of you filled with a lot of potential.
When you hit bottom thinking about a long life sounds scary. I would encourage you to let it inspire you. You lost a lot but you still have time. That is so precious. Not everybody has a lot of that left. It's a gift.
All my heart breaks made me who I am and who I am is someone no-one will want to be with nor like I have lost allot in life and the best thing that has happened to me is grandpa kewlew and Ricky out loud being awesome people I have been broken in different ways like my mom dieing or breaking up with my fiance but we can only grow from were we are at I have bad anxiety depression and stress but I; CAN'T LET THAT STOP ME SOMETIMES YOU GOT TO FIGHT THROUGH HELL TO GET TO HEAVEN AND THOUGHT PEOPLE MAY HATE ME FOR WHO I AM I'M NOT GONNA HIDE WHO I TRULY AM I AM A CHRISTIAN I BELIEVE IN GOD AND HE SAVED ME AND IF ANYONE NEEDS TO TALK ABOUT SOMETHING I AM HERE FOR YOU BECAUSE I MAY BE YOUNG BUT I HAVE HAD ALLOT HAPPEN TO ME IN MY LIFETIME