you don't know what I've been through since 13 or 12 years ago I been harming myself for a major accident to my dog and plus 4 years later my first cat was gone off from living, then another 4 years later I got tickets to see Linkin park live but the lead singe killed himself and I had to cancel them, one year later my great grandmother died and i had girlfriend and then another 2 years she dumped me and I'm going through what happened since 2020 and I just got an email from my ex today saying "You miss me but I sure don't." this is way over what most depressed people go through I'm on to the point to just die cause of my "accident" in 2009 or 2010. *Cries hard*