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me too...but i just picture all the people i shoot as the people i hate. as no one, because im in a terrible loop of like/hate with everyone. its creepy. but GTA 5 is the only place i feel wanted. and in music. memechat?

You should seek help for your emotional issues. Fantasizing about murder is not a normal or a healthy behavior. Are there adults in your life that you trust to bring up these issues with?

1. if you think I fantasize about murder, theres a lot of others who do it too in my grade
2. Adults? Nope, and I dont plan to
3. I only talk to one person about my "emotional issues" and thats another kid at school

Well then congratulations, you're to blame for your own problems because you'd rather feel sorry for yourself then work on them.

Life is going to seem really long.

I don't "feel sorry" for myself, and I'm not trying to look for pity. I already realized that I'm at fault for my own problems, and its pretty damn bold of you to assume I don't work on them. I try to fix myself all the time, but it never works, so I just accepted the fact that this is how I am. Don't tell me to change.

Yes, drug addicts and alcoholics also throw tantrums when people suggest that they may need to change too.

You openly admit that the things you do to help don't work, but you get triggered when someone suggests you try another way. Which is exactly what people who don't want to improve do.

Nice, nailed it! True, I might be an addict but I don't do drugs, but I have the mindset of one, according to you. But you're right, I'm like this and thats fine with me.