*internal screaming intenifies*

I feel ya.
I defend myself from my sister and get in trouble
She is an angel while I can't do anything right.
I am failing school

yeah im failing too :(

Y'all get a follow <3

:)
i already followed you lol

that's also me :/

That makes 4 of us

I think the only reason I don't get bullied is that I'm the tallest person in my grade but other than that if I wasn't and people knew what's wrong with my brain, 100% I'd get bullied and sry bro about your parents and brothers but at some point, you need to tell your brother just to help a little bit. at first, you can just ask him once every couple of days to do something simple and try to build a better relationship with him and he'll start helping you more. that's what I did with both of my sisters. for the first 12 years of my life, we hated each other and even if a accidentally touched them they would yell that I punched him but I just didn't talk to them for like a month unless they asked me something then I started asking them how their day was and that slowly started building into a conversation even if it was always through text. still, after a while, I don't talk to really anyone in my family just so i don't get mad at them and they start hating me again. this kind helped for me hope it helps for you.

I tried that and it doesn't work. but thx tho

oh ok well, hope you figure something out. but since your not the youngest you could try to slowly teach your little brother to help once he gets older assuming he not like 5 years old

He's 4 and probably the laziest person on Earth

i mean hes a 4 year old does any expect a 4 year old to do anything

My parents did when I was 4..........

thats your parents fault not yours. if your parents suck they suck. mine do I've told them multiple times I have depression and severe anxiety but its not like they care

:(

I feel you my siblings are angels and im a failure even though my siblings try to Beat me up and i defend myselfe i get in trouble plus i get bullied at school and defend myself from people who started fights and i get in trouble for it

thats life,,,,,,,,

You should check out r/raisedbynarcissists

pretty sure half my friends and i need this

The people there can help you get out of this awful situation

ik but i dont need it. i just gotta go through it, ya know?

You can get help. You don't have to suffer

I deserve it though

U dont deserve this terrible life. You DO deserve help

lol no i dont

Yes you do, what have you done to make you deserve this?

I made my best friend angry at me to the point where she doesn't even hang out with me except on here, i keep failing math tests and getting stuff wrong, I'm mean to my little brother sometimes when I get mad, so i take it out on him even if he doesn't deserve it, and a lot of my friends hate me and I don't know why, and it's probably because I did something stupid.

The bridge with your friend can probably be rebuilt, getting things wrong isn't bad, siblings are required to fight, and doing something stupid isn't the end all be all, cuz in 10 years, nobody will care.

Bro I've tried "rebuilding the bridge" but she pretty much ignores it all the time and if i mention it, then its gonna be awkward s heck

A day of awkwardness but having an old friend back is better than being a friend down for possibly the rest of ur life

i never said it would only be a day

Or whatever amount of time it would take

probably 2 years

Not likely, but it's still better than not having friends

She can hold grudges REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY long (like me), and besides, you get used to only having backstabbers and fakers as friends after a while.

Dude, get help. If backstabbers and fake friends is normal, get some help.

My parents think Im depressed because its cool like yeah I live in constant pain and want to pull the trigger for some validation and then my mom yells at me every day. Im failing and I try to keep my grades up but It doesnt work and half the time I dont care anymore. I lock myself in my room and sleep all day then stay up all night unless they want me to do my never ending list of chores

wow, and i want to complain about my problems XD XP
sry bro, i hope things get better!
meme chat? imgflip.com/memechat?invite=ALe8iFCpVRJmvLOuGclE67ndb5dZn292

sure but i might be afk every now and then

Yeah. Mine's a cycle of:
Wake up
do chores
go to school
get bullied for a bit
go to class
go to lunch and talk with one of my only friends
then leave and go home
maybe do self harm, depends on they day
think about suicide
dont sleep for more than 10 minutes
and repeat
I have to do that for at least 50 years, so wtf. i dont get it!

me niether...

Yeah its weird a week ago i've been thinking about suicide a LOT, and the two things holding me back is i dont want my cousin to be sad and i dont want one of my friends (the only friend who'd care) to have to deal with that, so i havent done it yet. without them? i would be here posting this comment

i feel you, i've tried to end my life a few times... but i'm too much of a pussy to do so, and my boyfriend would be sad if i did...

yeah :(

try to yell at her loudly

Then I'll get in trouble though, and they'll find out about my depression...

tell her to stop yelling at you

that is "back talking" to them, and i get in trouble

are you 18

a lot younger than that

no