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if i tell my mum im suicidal she'll get sad then ill feel regretful and go through with it

if i tell my mum im suicidal she'll get sad then ill feel regretful and go through with it | i think today was the result of months of bottled up emotions finally breaking free; ive had to physically restrain myself from going to find anything that could be of harm to me, eg. painkillers, knives, my ties/belts, etc. I'm feeling a proper depression for the first time and i don't know what to do. it's like putting a 2 year old on a bike and telling him to ride it. you'd have no idea what to do | image tagged in cockies temp | made w/ Imgflip meme maker
96 views • 3 upvotes • Made by FranklinWebsterIsNotBack 3 years ago in ranting_and_venting
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Just_Another_Misfit
1 up, 3y,
1 reply
I understand, and I know I'm not really good at advice, but I know who this exactly feels. Im really trash at social skills, I never talk to anyone about how I feel, I don't really talk to anyone about anything at all. And I don't know how they would react when I tell my parents exactly what been happening and that I've been self harming a lot, so that makes the issue even worse. One time, I even had to lock myself in a cupboard to stop myself for doing anything further (it was quite big thankfully, I stayed there for about 3 hours)
So if you ever need someone to talk to about anything, I'm here for you, and I'll try and answer as quick as I can,
FranklinWebsterIsNotBack M
0 ups, 3y,
1 reply
thank you so much!!
do u have a preferred name you would like me to call you?
Just_Another_Misfit
0 ups, 3y,
1 reply
You can call me Ivy :)
FranklinWebsterIsNotBack M
0 ups, 3y
beautiful name
Dying-Inside-Greg M
0 ups, 3y,
2 replies
I’m so sorry that’s happening, maybe if you can’t tell your mother, you could tell another trusted adult? Or maybe someone who can help? Just know that I’m here for you. I’m not that crazy active but I do care about how you feel.
FranklinWebsterIsNotBack M
1 up, 3y,
1 reply
THE KING HAS RETURNED
MY LIFE HAS MEANING
Dying-Inside-Greg M
0 ups, 3y
Bwehehehe tis me
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i think today was the result of months of bottled up emotions finally breaking free; ive had to physically restrain myself from going to find anything that could be of harm to me, eg. painkillers, knives, my ties/belts, etc. I'm feeling a proper depression for the first time and i don't know what to do. it's like putting a 2 year old on a bike and telling him to ride it. you'd have no idea what to do