let me give you a quote from American psycho a guide everyone should be following to be successful in the world where the only difference is losers and winners
my pain is constant and sharp and I do not wish for a better world for anyone. In fact, I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape
but even after admitting this, there is no catharsis. My punishment continues to elude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself. No new knowledge can be extracted thru my telling. This confession has meant... nothing
