LMAO ITS SO FUNNY THAT IVE DONE SO MANY RPS TO ESCAPE MY REAL LIFE THAT I HAVE A WHOLE NEW FEELING IN ME THAT WHENEVER I WANNA JUST CHILL OR I THINK ABOUT DOING IT I FEEL THE PAIN IN MY STOMACH GOING INTO MY CHEST MAKING ME WANNA CALL OUT FOR TINY BIT OF FREEDOM THAT WILL NEVER STOP AND THE PAIN WILL FOREVER CRIPPLE ME ON THE INSIDE.