my feelings for one have been growing within the last couple of months
the only "hate" part was me taking her oldest spot and seat in Kindergarten because she was away when I came later
but my mind was set on that 1 girl friend (we were a cutest couple) and like how the guys in 5th knew I played Fortnite (they treated me like a god for some reason for that), they knew about that. Again, I regret it