as im close to this group of ppl i just wanna share something

get a conscience

worthless

there's the issue lol

but in a way its pretty useful to getting what i need vs being a bitch and not getting what i need also saves a f**kton of problems and in a philosophical way if you want to add onto it it can help you see thru others bullshit

Well yes, while that's true, sometimes you need to consider what other people need. There's a balance to be achieved. I'm still working toward it, but probably coming from the opposite direction you are.

why does other peoples needs matter to me? surly they wouldnt do the same and if they did then they are just putting more stress on themselves and others

Plenty of people do that. The world would be even worse than it already is if nobody looked out for anybody else.

i find it odd why help other people with their problems when you yourself also have problems you need to deal with your just putting another person problems ontop of your shoulders resulting in more stress and worry when you could be fixing your own and actually become happy with yourself and all that unless its a job then it won't be sincere it's all about the money for those who help ppl for money

just give it a few days, think about it

ill see

Get into manly p hall, understanding, self analyzing and control of thought and emotions. Focus on the self and not the mental concept of self and mind.

i can control my thoughts and emotions the problem is what i use it for but the self and mind is also as important as the list you just named

Steadiness and desire can be an endless battle, the removal of that desires or thought chain could be a good help. Being demoralized by politics or desires doesn’t help. Taking a break from some topics to ease stress

this behavior also taps into the way of my political beliefs also i dont follow rules i find sensible which makes me a criminal? i dont agree if i dont find something sensible i dont obey to it i follow my own rules unless said rules seem sensible to me im an anarcho communist all i want is equality and bread for the ppl but with the way things are now being nice and letting ppl walk all over me isnt gonna get me closer to my goal unless i do what i want i see the world broken by ppl who are just like me but instead i wanna use this "mental illness" in a way that can help rather than destroy its all i wanna do being demoralized is sometimes needed in order to get closer to what you need even if it means you betray others in the process as long as i help myself and ppl similar to me im good and ok with what i do all i wanna do is reach my goal

you know what they say to reach the top you have to do some wicked things to get there

Yea from what mentioned it seems like Dan pena, most rich or politicians are sociopaths bc they’ll do what ever it takes. Others morals are a weakness, pena interviews are awesome. He is a hunter that takes no sh*t

never even heard of him but i like his grindset

He’s a business man but a hunter as in cut throat and rich af. Teaches don’t share bc that’s a weakness and ruins drive

so f**king based

but i do think i can use this way of acting and thinking to help benefit a part of the world in some way

Ppl like that amass great wealth and end up not using it to not benefit others but themselves bc f**k poor ppl and peasants

how exactly can a politician do that if they are meant to help ofc i would have cash but again my ideas of how i want things to be runned will be pitched in im getting paid to help so exactly how is there any bad going on im getting paid fullfilling my desires might even use that to get a higher role in government and my ideas possibly might be used or even better if i do gain mass amount of cash ill simply use it to benifit my ideas like revolution and just throw money at it to make it happen at my will im simply helping by having money to throw towards ppl who supports my ideas and beliefs to make come true of my version of a better world

Keep lying until you get in and then sell out to lobbyists and corps, it turns into a revolving door. It’s pretty much what we see around. Just look at the dems squad pretending to be progressive but toes the line of the establishment

manipulate the capitalist system buy from them to use it against them

so really good things will come if i abuse the capitalist system and ppls greed

and by throwing money at them i mean buying weapons and giving them out to leftist revolutionists and posting propaganda on joining the cause

Haha, to be a soros and proxy conflicts. Yea that’s how you get the early 19th century with mass civil wars and revolutions. Humanity will do its worst if it gets the chance and it doesn’t mean it’s for the best. Just as Hegel mentions progression isn’t a straight climbing but eventually digression and dips. It’ll work out like early 1905-1945 Russia but I’ve always said, should of let Patton have his way and stem rolled through Germany and into Russia

or bribe both to do my job

Steam rolled*

money money money if they deny the deal ill be on a list to be watched the most i could do is bribe gangs and cartels to do the dirty work then bribe police officials cia and fbi to just look away

could also bribe massive gangs and cartels to also do it for you

That’s how you get reco’ed, pay the gov or the c~I a. They love doing that sh*t

sociopaths are made im a prime example of that being only in my early teens depressed from the internet and full of resentment how can I possibly change if I can only see the worst in things I cant make friends with ppl on the opposite side of the spectrum bc I can only imagine they would turn radical to the alt-right and even when I'm not on I can still see what is going on everything is horrible but why do I have to feel bad when I didn't even make it that way? why do I gotta deal with others problems when I didn't create them my goal was to be a politician so I can at least make a life for me and ppl who agree with me somewhat better I detest everyone who don't think in a similar way like me mainly bc I can agree that my way can help others the reason why I think the way I think is bc none of it is my business nor my problem to handle but since I'm living in it I want to make changes to benefit me and the ppl who are similar to me with there beliefs my only desire is to help but to get to that point of being able to help is to take what i need doesnt matter how i take it manipulate steal kill harm or even threaten idc how i get it as long as i get to the point of helping me and ppl like me

What's that mean?

Focus on the soul instead of mental hedonism or delusions. your mind isn’t the soul and the soul has a separate mind.

ok

Or physical hedonism as well

'Developing an ASPD' is the key here. If you can develop it, you can un develop it. The difference between a selfish person who can live a fulfilling life and a selfish person that becomes a criminal because he has no empathy? Feed the good inside you. Starve the bad.
Do something for someone other than yourself, everyday. Think about another person's point of view everyday.
And remember: the fact that you concerned about this means your have yet to succumb to evil. People with actually ASPDs could care less about it.

well i already have succumbed to it im just surprised i was at risked for it and ppl seeing my resume for work and that will show up on there

How will it show up on your resume? Your doctor can't share that.

Thalasin+

mood maybe thats the reason i wiped my emotional palet for a new one and now ive been using it so much its not working as well now im just in between

I hear shrooms help with depression

its illegal here in the states but i can try to find some

I know I'm on the east coast
Don't get in trouble

same east coast america the best ig rn is strong weed

I actually haven't smoked weed yet

eh its a cool thing and helps normally when i smoke i feel good mentally for about a week till the my brain goes wacky again then i lay off of the weed for another week in order to use coping mechanisms so im not just relying on weed to help keep me going