hey buddy, I get it, coming out is hard, especially if your telling someone like your parents, or... A close friend of yours but that doesn't mean it's impossible, heck, I felt the same way when I first became gay, but then I remembered that the only thing holding me back... was myself, so i mustered up all the courage I could, and I eventually told my parents... and to this day they are still supporting me and loving me just as much as they did before, so there ya go bud, i hoped this helped you find the motivation you needed, now get out there and knock em' dead!