Think.

uh-

I would like to be nothing but a social nobody

i just want to sleep stop licking my damn toes and licking my eyes

What Naomi would say: Anything for Dylan 😫

"But... Naomi, that stuff isn't... it's not ok, babe. I can't - h u h . . you deserve better, you can't think like that 🥺"

This is why I can't like Dylan. But it's cute.

"But baby... I love you... You're all I need 🥺💔 "

I love Dylan wym 😭

He can't understand sex like, anything close to that. The only kind of love to him, is the one in which he treats you like a princess.
And Naomi here's asking "sex slave." Imagine.

Well, he s h o u l d treat her like a princess, but Naomi should treat him like a prince too, yk?
She's trying bruv shuddup 😭

Y e .
She's smart. And she knows what she wants. If she says "sex slave" in front of Dylan, he'll kill himself cuz he just doesn't get what it's about 💀

Ye. She wants Dylan, unfortunately.
Maybe Dylan is asexual...

Dylan's more of a quickie-on-the-kitchen-counter guy, but can't stand the complexity of romance.
So I guess that'd be 'frustrating' for Naomi¿

He's a simple man. Can you blame him?
Nahhh. Naomi said she'd "do anything for Dylan" and "Dylans all I need" so she'd be fine. She just wants him to be happy.

Hey b a b e . . . Was Dylan based off of you? Or someone in general?

Maybe Dylan's based off of my insecurities.

._. what a r e your insecurities ?

Dylan.
I can't
say exactly
I can't.
But Dylan.

You can't say exactly cuz that'd make you uncomfy or cuz you don't knOw?

both lol kinda

BABYYYYYYYY HIID DUHIUWGSX

and ok
i willnt push

lol no im not

It's fine to feel bad and do bad things when you've been through something bad.
All you can do is ._. not do the thing again. Which is really difficult unless you acknowledge what you did,,, and what it did to you,,, and move on,.,,.
Moving on isn't my
thing. Can't.

y did u leave

Does it jus take a really long t i m e for you to
let go , , ,
or is it like .-. never.

I do love her bruh i literally fell
in lov

But whenever I think about
the brakcup wemen, it's
this
omg
it feels like
i left something
incomplete
omg
i think I'd be fulfilled if i kill
Her

You want to kill your exes.

I was consuming something.

It takes a long time to
stop thinking about it
but I can never
really
actually
definitely
let it g o .

y r u ignarring me

die

i think i get it.
uh.
you dont have to but.
could you
give an
example ?

im not ignorrin

Let's say, hypothetically, for the sake of discussion, to be precise, let's just assume for a moment, hypothetically, for example,
that I break up. Break-ups are a classical example.

I would be f**king sad and angry.
Because of course it's not my fault and it's always the other person's fault 😎. So I'd cry at night and kms and be angery.
And then months pass. I get good, apparently. I fall in love lol xd. I get a good life and children.
But it feels like
this cute life has only
covered up my
anger rage depression sadness hurt.
It's still there. And the cute life is just a cover. I'm still really actually definitely the angry raging depressed sad hurt boy.

.-. so then
hypothetically
would that mean
that you don't actually
you don't actually
love your new woman
the one you uh
felled in loev wit .-.?
cuz ur still stuck on
the brack-up woman?
.-.?

i rlly dunno

*kissesyourmfingcheeks* I know 😀👍

and i went off topic i am sor ri .
uh.
I think I get it.
Dunno if I'm like that but
cuz like
i dont rlly wanna
kill cam
or sumthin.

but I understand . _ . you feel like it could've worked,, sorta,,, or maybe you blame yourself a lil bit,, and you stop beleleivin in love for a lil while cuz you jus cannot believe that that relationship f**king f a i l e d cuz you rlly thought she was the one , , and maybe now wit yor new waiif you'll be a lil more insecure and itll take a while for you to fully recover and open up to yor new waiif . - .

e v e n
i f
I
t h o u g h t
it w o u l d n ' t
work
It's still the same.

And babe, , , if i lov and trurusrust the wai f , i would open up. I know people. I'd know the wai f is different cuz. people are different.

I feel like that probably cuz
I don't say as much as I'd like to,,,,, especially when im angry cuz like
when you're angry u want to say a lot. and then it doesn't go away it's always just
there

h u h .

.-. but didn't you lov and trusust the brack-up woman too ?
wouldn't you be a lil bit scarred?

my baby. That is
not good. That means that you're always carrying these burdens on your back to the point where it's too late to eXpress the anger,,,, you gotta,, t a l k a b o u t i t .
When you get mad, please .-. talk. Don't yell at what caused the anger but like,, just talk to me. I'm here for you.
I a m h e r e f o r y o u . ok 🙁?

lol not really not that much no trust but it doesn't really matter.

Yes. lovyetoo.

" I t
d o e s n ' t
r e a l l y
m a t t e r "

._. whydoyesaythat?

bec uz
it was neve r gonna
work but it was still
difficult .

Yet you still stayed with her.
Did you get
attached?

i felt responsible

. _ . we're talking about Q . .

no shit 😳😳😳

. _ . you want to kill Q , ,

not really but like
but like

How long were you guys , , ?

We can think like that.

. _ . I don't know. I feel like I wouldn't be able to do it
by myself.

but u r stroong u could do i t

aww
bab y
u already
know
actually
kinda

not rlly

I mean, I can g u e s s , but like,,

ye kinda

us

What about u s ?

but like
like
no one wants to
to think about it

.-. I want to think about it. Maybe not my o w n insecurities but,
if you're feelin some way,, I wanna think about it.
You can only solve the issue if you identify wtf is wrong first.

it's like any
other disease
u can eat meds or whatever when u know y ur sick
jus like that u can do whatever to get good if u know y ur thinkin like that
but if u cant
u go to docto r
unforturuntuanetly
no one goes to
psychiatrist
cuz they donut realize
they hav issue.

Are you self-aware, Drizz? Cuz the way you're explaining it right now is like .-. you'd know how to ' ' s a v e y o u r s e l f ' ' if you fell down that hole.

it's nice to
think about
other people's insecu
but lik
it's hard
to think about
ur own
hard

w H y , though ?
Do people n O t want to solve their problems?

mental problems
because it's
hard to
think about it
u have to be on
some
level of
self-awareness
to actually
think about
ur thots
thoughts

I understand that. So then .-. people will just .-. let these "mental problems" .-. eat their insides until they finally break , , ?

few months

b r u h .
Like how many

I feel like I should've said a lot.
It probably would've helped her too.
I also
never told her when I knew she was lying,,, i usually never do that, ever,.,.,

Lyin about . . ?

I usually don't 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀

Good. I'm glad you're
okay. kinda.

but you haven't gotten over her , , h u h ?

A lot
of things .-. all the time

b a b y . . . . . . . .
I'm so sorry. really , , likE,,, i rlly dunno
how tf you were able to
deal with that
by yourself
for
so
long.

I know you're o k a y now but like. It makes me so sad.

Things like that. Ye

F**king hell.

but you d i d n ' t feel guilty, right ?

aww it s ok

Now it is.
But like.
ugh.
I care about you so much.
And I can't think that
she
f**king
didn't,,
did she? Did she care about you? Or did she just
depend on you , ,

lol

I h a v e it's just
like it's
sumtn
unfinished
it's
triggering.

Do you feel like you should've
gotten angry and her?
Or maybe you a r e angry at her,,
but do you feel like you uh
should've said it?

uh

Just to h a v e me.

.
Like.
trying to.
f**king uh.
guilt-trip you ?

doesn't
matter

.
i forgor 💀 sorry.

Wouldn't have killed herself.

uh. I guess
not. not enough to make me
feel whatever she wanted me
to feel.

Good.

she w a n t e d to hurt you 😐 . . . . 😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐 this biyf7rtd7wdc_

Good question. really.

Everyone knew she was
goin thru
some shit. everyone. So anyone who was cLose to her must have,, it must have been tiring,,, to deal with 😐😐😐😐😐😐 that 😐😐😐😐😐.

DidSheHurtYou?

Pfft
More.
It was one-sided dependent exhausting and deceptive and jealous and still
no one was to blame.

If you left her would she have killed herself 😐?

i forgo

.-.? Three months?

.