vigilante deku

Basically, I got pretty bad grades, even with what last minute effort I put in to try to raise them. No matter what, the results I get won't please my mother...she's gone take my phone, and idk if I'll ever get it back (might get it back, might not, idk anymore)

Also, I recently cracked my phone...she bought the phone I'm currently using rn. If she sees how bad my grades are and sees what I did to my phone, she will be unbelievably pissed.

Another thing...if you saw my bingo thing I made recently, you might see something called "mental decay"...it's something I have...

Mental decay (it's an idea I came up with) is when you get so depressed that your personality changes for the absolute worst (i.e, wanting to kill yourself 13 times, thinking things that you don't want to think about but still do anyway, doing things that you can't remember doing and for what reason)

Also, I'm trying to change my ways. As you guys know, cloud and Jonathan recently left, and they mentioned about how everyone is gonna leave someday since we all have to grow up someday...I need to do what I got to do to try to fix things with my mother...she sees me as a sore loser, a nobody, a liar, and a thief. I want to restore the connection with her that I used to have when I was 7. I need to be less active to make this happen, that way I can finally be able to smile genuinely after so long. Plus, the only reason I have left to stay on imgflip is because of jemy.

I might try to find ways to get on here if I lose my phone permanently, but there are no guarantees

Love ya full homo bru.

Ayo?

W h y are you h e r e . - .

Because you’re words summoned me

O summoned one, begone and forget my cursed words.

Fine.

drizz wtf

I thought he'd leave and never read this.

;-;

That's rough. I'm sorry all this is happening :(

oof

Ah that sucks. I don't think we talked much but I hope you get better .-.

Awww :(

Sorry to hear that man 🙁

Zad

Check the comment I just made

Don't worry man we understand
And I'll bonk every dude who flirts with jemy for you 🤪

will do

and thanks, lol

how come?

Look at my last post's title

No one reads titles anymore

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

bru im so sorry

Check the comment I just made

BRO

What the shit is wrong with ur irl mom

Check the comment I just made

Well shit

Good seeing ya comrade

But its probably a school fault for giving more work than what you can physically complete

It's not the schools fault...it's my own

Sure, it's an overwhelming amount, but it's on me to get it done.

As my mom told me recently, I'm a failure

Ok thats f**ked up what ur mom does

Sounds like she has her own problems too

When she gets to a certain point of anger, she starts to talk irrationally...I called her out about it, and things don't change

Don't tell me you cant team up with ur dad

Dont be a pussy be a man, like KO her unexpectedly, and while she's down do whatever you can to lock her out

I don't have a dad...

SHET

Then just stand up, dodge her attacks, attack her using "fire and ice" Or at least use enough disorder to make her give up

I can't

I want to be a firefighter, and there are two reasons why fighting her would be bad:

1. I would get a criminal record, which would make becoming a firefighter impossible

2. It would just further prove that I have to resort to violence to solve my problems, which makes me even more of a failure

Teach her a lesson. Its what i did, but it proved useless bc she committed suicide the next day

I don't want her to die

I want to have my mother in my life

It was I who widened the gap between us, so I have to fix it

Makes sense now