It's kinda hard for anyone to understand...
Basically, I was getting bad grades due to reasons I want to keep secret
The bad grades caused me and my mom to argue EVERY DAY for awhile, and every time my mom yelled at me, my stepdad tried to calm her down (my mom is very strict, like too strict)...the more my mom yells at me, the more stressed out my stepdad got
One day, he reached his limit and tried to kill himself
The second time around was kinda the same thing, but worse...it looked like he was gonna hurt my mom. I just stood there, frozen in fear, I was useless