Ughh

so, this is a really weird rant for me to be typing out at 4am, but im just really frustrated. ever since i was 11 (im about to turn 14) my mom kept making jokes about me going to my room to do drugs, and how a drug addict, blah blah blah. If got to the point where my sister and best friend started making those jokes too- it doesnt help that whenever i leave my room now i dont get greated with "oh look who came out of their cave" but with "oh look who stopped selling drugs" its really taken a toll on my mental health- i dont know why my mom thinks these jokes are funny and okay, but she wont stop making them, and how are you supposed to just tell your mom to stop saying something because you dont like it. It feels like i'm stuck between a rock and a hard place, thanks for listening to my ted talk