I’m fatphobic

I'm always mad at myself for being around twice the average weight of my age- but I've never actually had a negative attitude towards others for being overweight

I'm probably just fatphobic to myself, and I'm not able to lose weight no matter how hard I could try, while living with parents that get upset when I feel that I need to lose weight

I'm 220 lbs I literally need to lose weight-

Same

Not exactly. The yellow bar is me, the gray bar is average.

Why are you concerned?

I dunno.
Either something concerns me highly or I don't react to anything...
Kinda mix of hella sensitive at times to cold-hearted af.

Same

Ah, I see.

Yeah. I can be the coldest person emotionally, but I can also get so emotional that my brain just throws logic out the window

Pretty much yea.
In terms of snapping in an anger way...
Well...
I try to control myself from actually going in a full on violent reaction like for example grabbing a knife and killing someone.

I have snaps too, but usually my anger snaps are hard to control

Ah....
I can control the mental breakdowns a little but the anger or shall I say rage cause....I've been bottling up anger for so long that....honestly....if I'd actually fully snap....then...Yea....

But I’m usually more emotional. In my relationships, I really need emotional closeness. In fact, I’m my demiamorous/Europic relationship rn, the other person is willing to have emotional discussions even though he doesn’t really like them that much. I think it’s really sweet and nice of him.

Ah.
I see.
Honestly...
In terms of relationships...
No mater what. You'd have me being mainly cold af.
Rarely I rely on emotions so...When I am an emotional mess....its full on mental breakdown.
Other than that.
I'm just chilling like a villain.

So, usually no emotions, but sometimes you snap and have a full-on breakdown?

was this some test?

Yes.

https://www.idrlabs.com/fat-shaming/test.php

thanks

Where did you find it? I want to try it lol

I gave pan-cat the link

Oh ok!

https://www.idrlabs.com/fat-shaming/test.php
yep here just in case you didn't see it

Thx