i usually just hang out with my "friends" but they make me feel numb inside i have just had enough only one of them makes me feel safe she is the reason i stopped self-harming but i feel like our connection is dying and im going back to what i used to be
they threaten me if I do something they don't like and I just run the football bleachers and I cry until I get called up to the office I'm too scared to tell them what happened because they might jump me that girl is actually my crush I try to please others that I don't have enough time for myself
Well, my best friend goes through this same thing, what you need to do is put ur foot down and make time for them and for you, for example, from say 6am to 2pm is your time to help them and then the rest of the day is for personal use.
Sorry for what's happening to you. must be really bad if youre called a freak for being trans.
and i think there is something like that too in my place. here we treat both being gay or trans or something as somekind of bad thing. but im straight so i dont really know what you've been through.
but still i hope people will stop calling you that
IM CALLED A FREAK FOR BEING TRANS BY MY FAMILY AND SCHOOLMATES I HAVE TRIED TO OP MYSELF SEVERAL TIMES PEOPLE SAY ITS BETTER OFF IF I WAS DEAD AND I SIT IN MY ROOM FOR HOURS TALKING TO MY DEMONS THEY SAY THE SAME THING I FEEL HATED BY EVERYONE AND THEIRS NOBODY I CAN OPEN UP TO I TAKE MEDICATIONS FOR THIS BUT IT JUST MAKES ME NUMB INSIDE AND WANT TO SCREAM AT THE SKY UNTIL IT BREAKS APART IVE BEEN DOING BAD THINGS TO MYSELF AND NOBODY EVEN CARES; WHAT SHOULD I DO PLEASE I NEED THE HELP, ANYONE, I AT LEAST ACKNOWLEDGE MY EXISTENCE
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