i'm not, i'm just saying that while you are amazing, you shouldn't be too self centred since other people have feelings too and if you hurt them they may not want to hang with you anymore which can hurt you in return
it's ok I know it's frustrating but you gotta try and not act on any narcissistic tendencies for now until you are able to talk to a therapist
i'm not trained in psychology and that stuff but i did recognize a few of the symptoms a while ago, and ig the only reason i didn't say anything was because i didn't know how you would take it