Don’t worry about being normal. It doesn’t exist. Everyone sees normal as something else, proving it is not a sentiment to live and die by. There is no “one normal” that everyone can follow. If everyone followed their own normal, a lot of people would still be seen as weird. Don’t worry about it, and live your life like it could go away someday.
Also, I have one word to describe people like you with a lot of flags:
BOSS